I should make gif out of it later.
Ugh, the tooth is killing me recently, as a god charm form myself and new years visit I draw this because it's dangerous without it outside


Another update. Me thinking that to make a little break from this piece will grab one of started pieces next.

By the way as the new year's coming, ever wanted to try allnighter and first rays on new year's Sun glazing with some decent music or even without any audio and some alcohol. Not sure about allnighter but second part is a must!


Steps of progression in this one.
It's good that matryoshka-geisha transformed into something YMO related = w =


I must drink more often, more and more.
Anyways, this is header for my portfolio. Very, very, very RAW version to say the obvious.
I LOVE Miku in Vegetable Juice clip D;


It's after Xmas and I think biggest surprise is confirmed Mysterious Girlfriend X anime, a few day old news I found on my RSS.

What will be Urabe's voice? will it be made by MADHOUSE, same studio that did Richii's Yume Tsukai?
Uhh, the excitement!


This Saturday I attended quite a party with my friends.
I tried to be a drunk but after two beers I still was like a fresh prince of Bel Air so it was pointless to buy more drinks.

Apparently, yet again, it looks like directing any thoughts towards girls is just waste of calories and time (damn you women!). And I'm not the only one! My friend, a girl, also got this issue but obviously towards guys - looks like both me and she got really bad luck in social section. Oh well, fuck it from my point of view.

Here's drawings I made. It looks like my main topic are mean and dangerous girls:

...it always bothers me at this point of post - how bad my English is? ó_ó


It's already two hundred twenty second post here.
Keik speaking, hi to all of you people.

It's christmas holidays coming. Can't help it but all I am thinking is how fast this past year concluded (almost). There's only two weeks left of this year, wow.
Christmas ain't my thing, I am not religious or family man. I find this whole sales and rush rather annoying but angels are ok. Just finished Sora no Otoshimono and can't wait next chapter...
Anyways, it's almost time for another Beership of fellow comic enthusiasts and I want to shave before leaving.

I also started to take notes when I draw or play to find my rhythm and figure out key days of creation and worst days as well - can someone write me advanced calendar? haha
Castlevania OST ftw ~yeah



It's in Polish and I will rant there why there are so many medium... why, well... I will rant there as well.
There will be some some texts and guides and such, just a J-pop-cluture blend but in Polish so most people who visits here will not understand a word muahaha pitiful people who doesn't understand one of most hard to learn languages.

Different from that, there is still no snow! THANK GOODNESS!!!!!!!1!!!one!!!!!1111

Hopefully Cirno will miss this town this season - FROGS ARE IN ANOTHER CASTLE CIRNO! GO INTO ANOTHER CASTLE! YESH!

And that how things are recently.
So visit: http://nyancon.blogspot.com/ if you know what rabarbar bez ości means (or if you can read it and get the joke, but if you don;t get it you can still go and pay the visit, really, you tried).

Oh god Sora no Otoshimono is THE thing! This manga and anime is really fit. Yeah.


Recently I post way too much on the blog... but from other hand I can really tell I do this diary almost daily so that's ok?

ps: urgh, they should fix tags itself in the blogger platform...


I don't feel much like drawing but still from time to time I just grab tablet and spend something like at least 45 minutes a day.

For the past few days my daily routine has been shattered especially when weekend just started. I got my hopes set high again and to be honest as there is so limited quantity of readers here I really do feel lovey-dovey but (this is sad gag for me and great comedy for you) there's no one in my eyesight or grasp or whatever to fall to.

But it looks like more and more things are finally setting and hell, it took even more than 500 days of summer but I was struck by too so yeah, yet another excuse.

Sometimes I wonder if there are random people who drop by and read any of these words? It's not like year or two ago when I was expecting some kind of the bloging fame and such. I am just curious.

Nostalgia really hit hard this season. It's getting harder each and every year as my total missed years are just yelling at me.
It's funny how first, it was great life decision and then, after 3-4 years it looks like the real idiot and stupid was me. (At least I can drink without anyone pointing that out right? "I drink alone" hahaha)

The thing is I just read chapters of 14-sai no ko (fourteen love), really cute and adorable story about two childhood friends who act mature in front of class but are secretly a couple (much like Kare Kano yet it's fresh and must read in my opinion).
So this short manga reminded me about my first love, first kisses and such. It really is old story and gladly I occasionally meet that girl which is adult woman now but yeah... it was funny kids love and it ended in a right way (no hard feelings).
Later I started to attract really strange and unstable girls or some with serious issues or just bitchy ones so yeah, heh, there was some bad luck there for me. And I really am angry at myself I couldn't bring myself to date girl with most beautiful face ever which interested in me but yes, that's me for you and nothing for me in the end hahaha.

So yeah, pro-life-tip: be nice, take his/hers hand, kiss and don't rush "mature" things... sex and such, kids don't understand it anyways, for them it's like masturbate via someones body so don't do drugs and don't do sex, mkeey?

PS: internet prohibition in USA started! It is a very sad thing... Hitler was burning books, USA is cutting DNS`s, IP`s...

It tells that due to some one with copy rights 1 result has had been taken down.


For past few days I'm being fixed on fairies and such creatures.


Wow, they FINALLY cleared messed CSS coding so now tag cloud is displayed properly when running Opera. It only took them 4 years to do so (well for past 4 years using Opera it was messed but before I switched to red-O they might have had it messed already).

I really got bored with drawings easly. I can eagerly start a project and after 4-20 hours just trash it or leave it for "later" which most likely never comes. As I had recently personality tests in Job Center it seems like I am more excited about thinking or inventing an idea compared to actual production or creation of it (that's why some of my works which was temporary postponed are... almost scraped).
Basically it makes my look like easy-bored guy without guts but I always end up summing myself as a same creator type as Leonardo Da Vinci who finished only 8 oil paintings while started more then 30 or 40.

As I know my weakest point in creating I can think of a mechanism to counter this thin "laziness" layer and to tell you the truth, I'm thrilled by the idea of creating psychological or such "thing" to do so. It sounds geeky but for most people it can be named as: working on attitude and measuring will power for the expected effects with limited efforts (or even shorter: how to make things quick and in efficient way).

So for today here half-assed sketch and advise: read josei if shonen is boring.


I didn't do much on tablet recently but quite much via traditional media. This makes me happy as digital art as conceptual medium is great but it's suffers much from being 0`s and 1`s (digital). Traditional art is and always be (better). Because I believe it is too easy to annihilate digital creation.
Myself I did faced very nerve wrecking moment of losing 30GB+ of .psd and other digital files of very digital works. Until there are many copies of raw format (which never happens as quality = money in digital arts) your art is immortal. In other words, it usually takes one hard drive or pen drive to eradicate many hours of hard work while paintings, sculptures and such will most likely live-out fire, bomb attack or other destructive power.
If there's power-out sketch will remain on paper while digital sketch will be lost when RAM loses it power or when temporary file got error due to losing power. Most works are single stored and in fact, digital works are way more fragile.
To point out: at the same time I do detest and adore works made on the digital machines but what mankind did for last 40.000 years survived in wet caves, dry sands or war pledged cities. I doubt that last 10 years of digital creations will remain this long.
Remember Amiga or Commodore? Those had great graphic but after nearly 30 years even 10$ cell phones got better resolution on their display then those great drawings from lat 80`s and early '90`s.
The art made via digital media will be outdated sooner or later while there will be always room for fine arts which are called "fine" with proper reasoning behind.
Unfortunately for over 90 years we are moving farther away from what all could enjoyed.
I'm not saying that Renoir or nowadays digital artists are regular crap. There is always fantastic creators yet I believe that in another 90 years we, as a kind, will still talk about Renoir and doubt that there will be place to discuss works of Udon crew or Elsevilla while there will be talks about MC Escher or HR Giger and their creations.
It's like movies; what we produce now is "Legally Blonde" but we want to tell it's "The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari" quality because we made billions of creations each day. It might be connected to the critical biological mass that man kind reached, it might be also caused by the longest war-free period in the modern and probably history itself.
Does it mean that we should stop digital arts? No. And it's not possible to cleanse human minds out of it as there is too wide web spreading & inspiring and providing materials (software) to create digital works. And I myself is to criticise as I still create and often enjoy digital arts are those are less involving in space and materials compared to traditional media. I hate myself for the lack of the consequence in my own words but as many times before wrote; as much as I count as a human, I seek the easiest solutions for many problems (in general) and I consider "urge" or "need" of creating as a logical problem with PC with attached tablet as a simplicity of the solution.
Therefor I will still create works digitally and hate them as much as I love them.


Well this is old but if not for the wacky colors, it's great piece.

Black/White version is suppah.


Hahaha, apparently it looks like the teacher (on left) looks like one friend of mine <: D haha, sorry but still, this is epic right? I mean, the dog and the TV and mountains... right?


The thing I always wanted to do but there was never anybody with guts or tits to do was a visual blog or collective blog.
You know, the thing where 3 or more people post their drawings and stuff.

I talked about the of this 2 years ago but most hyped was people who would not contribute any art at all and the idea just died lonely in a corner. It's really big shame!

For the inspiration, check out one of my favorite groups of artsy people, http://visublog.mechafetus.com/ so if you are interested and do some drawing and such contact me: cookie.keik (a) gmail.com or skype, twitter whatever else you got.

Here's some Annie sketches:


I don't like how google handles access to accounts to different services.



I will be building up portfolio asap as there is neat job offer hanging there and just waiting for me and will speed up and finish some pictures. Especially "Support", "Rammi" and "Sister" which WIP's were posted here few weeks ago.

Also, I am looking for good and free or super cheap portfolio site/hosting (maybe someone is willing to build me template site or something, huh? anybody? *squeee*)

Anyways, recently I am stalking deviantArt much... I forgot what I supposed to write here = =

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Can't remember if I've put this here already or not, just a short.
Oh and by the way, Teenn asked and invited me to the cool League of Legends related artsy project. My artistic senses are tingling~ *bdoing*


Meine Damme und Herre, today is official retro day! (yay) for me.
I found some good retro anime openings and so on YT while browsing memes.

First I will show you, my dear readers a clip which in opening already got 'moments' (well known in the genre, spreading in latest productions).


Well, what to say if Misty sings OP & ED (pokémon joke, yeah my bad)

Frankly, I gonna so check it out later some day as it got this so missed by me flow of the older series.

Ok, nect clip will be Hatusmei Boy Kanipan. I don`t know this series and by it looks it`s yet another morning show for kids or rather boys as main duo is boy-genius (?) and his robot but what caught my attention is band behind this song - BAAD. If you want to shout out loud "I love you!" or just watched Slam dunk anime, you already know this group.

Is it me or does the pink-haired girl looks like... Washu Hakubi?

Ok, moving on there will be this clip.
I don't know how many of you ever heard of it as it again is your regular morning show entitled Jiku tantei Genshikun. I watched it on Swiss/German RTL2 and didn't like it at all when it was airing. Song was obviously reworked and in German but as I look at it now there is cool traced choreography and green-hair villain girl is in full S&M latex outfit so me like it nao hahahaha

And the song itself is nice, it sounds like late 90's miss Yoko Oginome but am not 100% sure. 

Medabots is series I reaaaaaly enjoyed much because of the fantastic animation style it had. I have no idea who was key/head animator or chara designer but I loved the show just for the style of animation.

And if I'm already wetting my pants out of excitement, why not remind you this show:

Yes. Oban Star Racers! It got similar animation style but it's obviously much newer and had bigger budget as there was some contribution by Queen of Soundtracks, Yoko Kanno.
Oban SR is interesting from production view as well - it is joint project mixing French story and Japanese animation. Story is nothing new but show is really solid one.

Digimontamers was in my opinion best monster themed series I've event seen.
At the time when watched it, there was fabulous setting and story, great twists in plot and even better characters. I had great crush upon Ruki/Rika and ending was always tearing my heart, oh the cherished memories...

And if it came to this there's last videos I will put here.

Gotta re-watch and re-read this.


Just finished watching micro marathon of Mezzo anime - those 4 episodes were really... well...
Ok again from the point A.

Mezzo Is overall good series with great if not my all time favorite setting: group of people who at some point crossed each others life-path and are now working and living together doing some serious and dangerous businesses because they are hired guns (and fists). JEEEEEEEZ'D MAH PANTSU
Oh my god. This is lovely and fantastic setting! Series like Black Lagoon or Cowboy Bebop are exactly the same oh yes oh yes oh yes.
So! Mezzo is about trio consistent of former police officer, naïve guy who makes androids and kung-fu fan-service girl. There is also side kicking rori, Miura-chan. Oh right names: Suzuki Mikura, the kung-fu chick; Kurokawa  Ken'ichi ex-cop and Harada Tomohisa, the droid guy.

Briefly: this trio is living in a old brittish double-decker bus which is sitting on top of an actual building. How cool is that? Put any machine, bus, plane or another building on top of primary one and it will be cool just like that. Or, equal, make it a dump area adapted for living or old wrecked plane. How cool is that? I tell you! It's 20% cooler~

So yeah, I've had watched 3½ episodes to be exact, as I was finishing second part of episode 5, and I really truly enjoyed the show despite some classic in the genre 'moments'. Particular there always are poor or worse moments made by rushed scenes or comical and fully accidental anatomy (classic: singing Lina and Amelia from Slayers... Slayers Next(?) with their super chibi heads or also from Slayers, strangely angled hand of Lina Inverse in the last seconds of ending). Animation is overall good and the show itself didn't aged that much. Series got 8 years and is still looking fresh but small pieces like memory card in 'T' shape can uncover it BUT I admit, I am sometimes moved by those little things yet sometimes it just blends (MiniDiscs in NGE for example was a bit flashy when I was watching it in early 2000's but now as am dreaming of having one of those sexy MD players, I really watch it with broad smile).

Each episode tells a different story and ends with more or less cheesy ending.
And it's not a bad thing. Hell, no! It's just that sometimes I'm fed with obvious stories and other day am looking for those. Today must be the day when I look for your regular action & tits show and Mezzo DSA (Danger Service Agency) is bulls eye hit. And that double-decker on the building rooftop oh go-o-o-d! So good!

Ah so yeah, to tell y`all I really am back on with the anime and manga & gaming. I really just needed short (about 3-6 week) break and there's still Canadian mate called Scott Pilgrim waiting for me to read all the adventures so this break just did broad my horizons.

That's all for this late hour - Mikura is waiting and I reall y want to finish the series as it got only 13 + prequel OVA made of 2 short episodes... there was manga? Gonna check it later!
Enjoy the OP of the series with great tune by the BARNABYS:


Oh Blaze, if I could only feel the magic
Today I found about old but new for me character from SEGA's Sonic universum - Blaze the cat.
Last night I watched mashups for 3 hours straight so I'm in the mood for the retro fantasia or yet another, regular Sonic the Hedgehog fan (me).

Frankly, my attempt to draw her left me in vain. I am not used to 3-3½ characters and furry ones on top! So in my pic she looks more like wacky mix of Dr.Eggman and Big the Cat; literally WRONG and BLARGH UGLY!

But her design (SHE IS A FRIGGIN' CAT) is really interesting among other characters and as I browsed trough many galleries (regular ones) I see that they put more and more clothes onto those little creatures. Even Amy who first had some head bandana, short dress, shoes and was flashing panties now got some leggins with over knees socks over those, so after 10 years, they finally found out that she got pants all over the places [duh].
Ok, this is badass! o_o
Well ok, they took of Knuckles vest and hat but he represents afro-american/southern-american/puertorican(?) ppl and there is hot or rather they are hot (...gay?), so yeah, go on the Ice Cape, take of your clothes. That's logical, no?
And Knuckles... You lucky dick, you got both Rouge and (another new o me!) Julie-Su chasing your tail! Some echidnas doesn't I don't even...

So yeah, that's how it was today despite being almost hit by some fuckied up blond old hug! YES fucking rage! Some dickheads planted their cars all over the street in a way that walking a street was like entering a maze and in the only spot to dash to another side there was a fucking road. Well, I never...! And that bitch was going like 40 miles when it was are with restrictions of  7 M/H or something and raining so slippery, and here comes the best: that sperm bag which even Dumbo on fucking crack wouldn't want to rape with an iron dildo mounted on a 78ft long stick was giving me a stare fight. Oh you bitch. You fucking bitch.

So basically, that's why I don't like women driving cars - they do plenty of shit, like make-ups, phones, reading floor mat makers logo but not SLOWING DOWN when rain pours and in limited speed area.

Not funky at all.
Ulala is funky and bitchy BUT she doesn't drive a car - she groove with some midget UFO's. And got some legs as well.

Talking bout bitchy ones - today I was thinking about many unimportant shits and one of those were taht each girl I am interested in turns to be fucked up bitch.
Sometimes more of fucked up and sometimes just a bitch but that's could be The Theory of constant bitches and fucked-up girls I approach and am sad about it but that's the life.

...or just fucked up bitches and so.
Well that's sums all or rather none as this post is chaos!


Oh I must say, this is amazing sketch. My sense of perspective is progressively going strait forward.

Oh, and check out this: 


Talking with friends on skype: have you heard about this anime? - me checking - meh, this is recikled series X, Y and Z; -I know but still lulz -Meh...

I am so old .___.

I made this in photoshop. Totally forgot how to CG in it! Colors don't blend on it own, you got one tool with way too many options... ARGH! Paint Tool SAI, I love you forever <3


This time I'll post WHOLE comic story but in Polish only - sorry non-potato ppl.
It's 24 page manga I did during 24h comic-day about which I wrote few words earlier this week.

Polish here:
Komiks jest kontynuacją zeszłorocznego projektu z wakacji.
W pierwszej części tematem były: "Zwierzęta" - mam nadzieję zeskanować druk w weekend może. W tym roku temat to... Dziecko.

Jak wspominałem, postaci i realia były bazowane na mojej poprzedniej wizycie więc poniekąd, sfailowałem na starcie, bo pierwotne założenia projektu to wymyślenie czegoś unikalnie, unikatowo nowego. Oh vel doktor, keine is perfekt, ja? Doh.

Toteż oto moje dziecko, rodzone jakieś 21godzin:

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