#261

Fuck this shit!
My OS died, reinstalled it, I lost saved passwords from my web browser, facebook decided that "fucking broccoli inass" is more real name than my real name actually is so fuck you too facebook.

I hate this fucking shit all fuck mass bananas. Asshole punk monkey groper >:I

#247

Ok so I didn't wrote here a hit in a long time... Just tried to get to Japanese Closed BETA of Phantasy Star Online 2 but it didn't work BUT I found cool java widget clock and decided to add it somewhere and since bloger is the only thing, and I could use some space to spam with pictures and such, well, hi again! Please take care of me.

#244

People take me way to serious.

And I mean it! It's like automatic troll defense system built-in me. Can't troll cause people think I am dead serious and reverting it looks, like I'm trying to cut from my own words... Can't comment in a way, that looks like being in rage as people will think I only rage on the web.
Heck, each girl say I draw too thin and over-sexy poses! It's not like I expect to meet some one line in drawing in real life!

Maybe I should try and be elected? Or other word oriented job?... PEOPLE I JUST TROLL AND JOKE! ALL THE TIME!!


And later on everyone is shocked how nice in real life I am when I'm always super nice and cool ;___;


Oh, and you know folks why wordpress sucks? Their anti spam filters are over-sensitive. How can one blog be banned 2 times in one hour?! Seriously. If it happens again I'll just stick to blogger!

#242

Wah! It's already 29th and I didn't even started LoL drawing competition picture D:

Here's a thing for ya ppl, it's cool

#221

Well I made YET ANOTHE BLOG IT'S NOT ADDICTION AHAHAHAHA

Yes.
It's in Polish and I will rant there why there are so many medium... why, well... I will rant there as well.
There will be some some texts and guides and such, just a J-pop-cluture blend but in Polish so most people who visits here will not understand a word muahaha pitiful people who doesn't understand one of most hard to learn languages.

Different from that, there is still no snow! THANK GOODNESS!!!!!!!1!!!one!!!!!1111

Hopefully Cirno will miss this town this season - FROGS ARE IN ANOTHER CASTLE CIRNO! GO INTO ANOTHER CASTLE! YESH!

And that how things are recently.
So visit: http://nyancon.blogspot.com/ if you know what rabarbar bez ości means (or if you can read it and get the joke, but if you don;t get it you can still go and pay the visit, really, you tried).

Oh god Sora no Otoshimono is THE thing! This manga and anime is really fit. Yeah.

#219

I don't feel much like drawing but still from time to time I just grab tablet and spend something like at least 45 minutes a day.

For the past few days my daily routine has been shattered especially when weekend just started. I got my hopes set high again and to be honest as there is so limited quantity of readers here I really do feel lovey-dovey but (this is sad gag for me and great comedy for you) there's no one in my eyesight or grasp or whatever to fall to.

But it looks like more and more things are finally setting and hell, it took even more than 500 days of summer but I was struck by too so yeah, yet another excuse.



Sometimes I wonder if there are random people who drop by and read any of these words? It's not like year or two ago when I was expecting some kind of the bloging fame and such. I am just curious.

Nostalgia really hit hard this season. It's getting harder each and every year as my total missed years are just yelling at me.
It's funny how first, it was great life decision and then, after 3-4 years it looks like the real idiot and stupid was me. (At least I can drink without anyone pointing that out right? "I drink alone" hahaha)

The thing is I just read chapters of 14-sai no ko (fourteen love), really cute and adorable story about two childhood friends who act mature in front of class but are secretly a couple (much like Kare Kano yet it's fresh and must read in my opinion).
So this short manga reminded me about my first love, first kisses and such. It really is old story and gladly I occasionally meet that girl which is adult woman now but yeah... it was funny kids love and it ended in a right way (no hard feelings).
Later I started to attract really strange and unstable girls or some with serious issues or just bitchy ones so yeah, heh, there was some bad luck there for me. And I really am angry at myself I couldn't bring myself to date girl with most beautiful face ever which interested in me but yes, that's me for you and nothing for me in the end hahaha.

So yeah, pro-life-tip: be nice, take his/hers hand, kiss and don't rush "mature" things... sex and such, kids don't understand it anyways, for them it's like masturbate via someones body so don't do drugs and don't do sex, mkeey?




PS: internet prohibition in USA started! It is a very sad thing... Hitler was burning books, USA is cutting DNS`s, IP`s...

It tells that due to some one with copy rights 1 result has had been taken down.

#167

Recently my daily routine changed into very annoying, both for me, and few people I'm living with. Well I know the cause of it all and hopefully within a month it will be normal as it was. Well, normal, I am hoping of getting up before 1-3 PM and best would be something around 7-8-9 AM so at least 4 hours daily routine roll-back.

Looks like there will be not that much gaming ha ha ha. But really, I think I got adultery ADHD :o
Also in my ZEN notes there was thought about leaving virtual life way behind awesomeness of real life.
Heck, it gonna be hard but here it goes.

Post this, close browser, turn PC off.

#164

YES! WUAHAHAHAHA! (Veigar-like laughter)

I found some reeealy important files I was 100% sure went into oblivion!
So slapah I could clapah D;

Also webz died and I broke skype-talk ( skype = spy, ke?) ware sumimasen ,_,




omg I am really happy D;

ᶲὠᶲ also I updated prints sections, stay tuned for upcoming price charts and more works to obtain~

#156

Well that's it. I am about 5 days behind schedule and frankly, atmosphere ain't helping out - even if it's part time job, it can mess a lot.
And I still waste way too much time on computer.

I won't put this project on hiatus but... let's say that for this week and maybe next one too, I won't post on daily routine.
On top of all of this, I just got script for the short comic. It will be collaboration with a full throttle and deadline is in about 18-9 days.

...just say in the comment that I am "fucking lazy ass" or something :I

On the second thought - I quit drawing.
After 12 years of struggling in vain I am fed. I hate it.
I hate it as much as person can hate something.

Right now, I am feeling like kid who was forced to play violin or piano.
I no longer find anything exciting in drawing. I can not any longer force my self to think that I am capable of making any living of drawing. Of course, I did liked it 12 years ago but after three falls I can't stand it any longer.

I am ending this. Am closing period of time filled with many highs and falls. But I am ending it.


Now I will try to free my mind of the remaining toxic of thoughts but fuck the shit, I feel like a heavy stone was removed from my heart.

#151x

For fuck sake.

Had to reinstall system AGAIN.
Lost at least all last week works, and maybe even some more... I am really dumb and stupid - how could I left some important files on the desktop? HOW?

I also lost all Opera configurations, even though, Opera was one of the very first softwares to include and use the cloud system. Fuck me silly. I am really aggravated.

At the moment I am writing all important sites into my Opera again, and I gonna setup myOpera account and cloud to prevent this shit to happen again. EVER.

So much rage, so many caps-locked letter here today but seriously.
Argh... I am totally not in the mood to draw. So todays drawing will be postponed.

WTF keik, seriously? = = meh.