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So the little collective blog is slowly dying. "I'm so busy, I'll post later" then keeps scrolling tumblrs and soup and such. Really I'm angry again, people left me down again and they suck (again!). But I will keep it rolling even I'll be the only one there.
Moments like this makes me loose faith in people which is stretched and thin now.

And that's how thing are.

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#255

Hi.
So the long awaited update time has come.

Recently I'm playing way too much LoL and even after uninstalling it, I came back to waste more time on it.

As for very regular part of life, my work is boring and not well paid, common thing. I can't tell if it's liking or disliking but well, there's some pressure to leave home (don't leave home without it!).
Oh, but there's this grand bonus! I won some money on the lottery, bought some fancy aftershaving and book for my mum (26th May is Mother's Day in Poland) she was ultra happy about it and that was really nice and made me feel good too.

Coming back to the theme of work, my vocabulary is really thin and I'm stressed about the way I talk with customers so I was looking for some not too thick book to read. Real shocker, I'm looking for book to enrich my speech and selling techniques. Wow. Oh, but my English is still horrible and I love it <3

For something completly different, some drawings:

This was suposed to be hard porn pic but it ended as lovely girl @A@

Flat colors and advanced background.

Finished work.

Also, last night I went to celebrate my prize money with GJ and we made nice wild fire with Krupnik vodka as a toast. Yeah, yeah I know, Polish guys MUST drink vodka... Frankly I prefer vodka over beer or wine recently. Anyways, GJ was demolished by tree trunk and bench near the path in the forest and I was stabbed in leg by dead tree from which we tried to cut huge chunk... Overall it was fantastic sausage party for two.

I think that's all of the worthy topics to update here, it's already 2 in the morning and there's work tomorrow so thanks for dropping by and c'yah~

#253

JET SET RADIO WILL GET HD REMAKE! @A@ OMG OMG OMG!

Apart from this uber good news today will be picture damp post.
Nothing interesting in my personal life happenes these days so I'll just upload some drawings and sketches I did on PC. You're right - I am too lazy to scan pencils and inks I did :I

...well not much to share this time, but there are tons of pictures waiting to be finished on my HDD hmm.

#240

Some drawings for work:

To be honest it's super cool to not draw manga all the time.

#239

This week my auntie died.

Am dumbfound about this whole situation as she was on drugs in special facility under medical treatment for almost 3 years. On top of that, hers birthday was coming.
My grandma from fathers side was hers closest family and she said it's obviously sad cos she lost only sister she had but under hers conditions it was more of a bliss. For both of them and for our family.
And it's not like we are harsh people - my aunt was taking some serious medicine: painkillers, psychoactive drugs and was chained to the bed because of the probe and other things. Also she lost it ages ago and was nuts in a funny and harmless way. Well almost. She was living by her own in a really big house with no husband or children. Memories must've haunt her and the space also wasn't good for single living person...

Really I don't have idea how to react. She was funny and jolly-silly and created tons of texts and memes in our family circle which still makes us laugh.
This will be missed.


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As for more happy news I got two jobs now. One is physical and second one is drawing drawing drawing! I will draw for money this is utterly amazing after answering few phones I got decent job. Lucky me.

Speaking of which, it's good experience because client wants disney-ish drawings and I had to adjust my style.
It's still awkward and am redrawing faces like mad. The blue crayon is fantastic tool! Never tried to do sketch using it and I feel really stupid because it's both new experience and time saving.
It's a bit thrilling to be frank after last years drawing slump and 3rd artist breakdown it's impossible to not be optimistic of what 3 weeks of new year did bring already.

Well don't want to waste your time dear reader and mine as well - gotta draw like there's no tomorrow! (yet I am writing update for my blog oh me... hahaha)

...and my English is unique as always haha!

Very dramatic shot made with my cellphone.

Song for now:
Yokohama Kaidashi Kikou OVA OST - GONTITI feat. Shiina Hekiru; "Tooi Machi" but as I can't find it, it will be Motoi Sakuraba with two track themed with flying, second one is piano only.

#235

Some sketches for project which will most likely not end with contract and money.
Why do I feel guilty for one of the drawings...? heh

#232

Her face is wrong... I mean shading on ribs and light on ass... something is wrong here but meh this is not that much important picture anyway... mm, maybe white lights on hair in back area makes this so messed? If there were more light on the bangs and forehead part... also she got spiky chin and that is rather masculine so I pulled quite well but completely absolutely I am not satisfied.

#231

OMG FINISHED! THIS IS SO EPIC I WRITE WITH CAPS LETTERS USING SHIFT BUTTON!

Click to enlarge

also I made this LoL lulz motivator which correspond with my work in a strange way <XD

#230

Woohoo! New year! Tits!

Sketch

#228

I should make gif out of it later.
Ugh, the tooth is killing me recently, as a god charm form myself and new years visit I draw this because it's dangerous without it outside

#227

Another update. Me thinking that to make a little break from this piece will grab one of started pieces next.

By the way as the new year's coming, ever wanted to try allnighter and first rays on new year's Sun glazing with some decent music or even without any audio and some alcohol. Not sure about allnighter but second part is a must!

#226

Steps of progression in this one.
It's good that matryoshka-geisha transformed into something YMO related = w =

#223

This Saturday I attended quite a party with my friends.
I tried to be a drunk but after two beers I still was like a fresh prince of Bel Air so it was pointless to buy more drinks.

Apparently, yet again, it looks like directing any thoughts towards girls is just waste of calories and time (damn you women!). And I'm not the only one! My friend, a girl, also got this issue but obviously towards guys - looks like both me and she got really bad luck in social section. Oh well, fuck it from my point of view.

Here's drawings I made. It looks like my main topic are mean and dangerous girls:

...it always bothers me at this point of post - how bad my English is? ó_ó

#222

It's already two hundred twenty second post here.
Keik speaking, hi to all of you people.


It's christmas holidays coming. Can't help it but all I am thinking is how fast this past year concluded (almost). There's only two weeks left of this year, wow.
Christmas ain't my thing, I am not religious or family man. I find this whole sales and rush rather annoying but angels are ok. Just finished Sora no Otoshimono and can't wait next chapter...
Anyways, it's almost time for another Beership of fellow comic enthusiasts and I want to shave before leaving.

I also started to take notes when I draw or play to find my rhythm and figure out key days of creation and worst days as well - can someone write me advanced calendar? haha
Castlevania OST ftw ~yeah

#200

Ho crap, 200th blog entry!

Not a celebration but... thanks a bunch people who follow and did follow it. Having any followers when writing shit worth content is touching *ou the pain!* but enough of this!

What was that I wanted to write about? = =



ugh, enjoy this strange guy with his dick wiggling so jolly:

This picture is called "surprise butt secs" guess why? yes he gonna get raped tonight! (but not by me, you will do it and enjoy and how!)...

#192

Bad bromance c:

Just a sketch :D
 Obviously I'm listening to two bronnie hits nao but found this as well:

#191

As always, I start to draw when my driver for tablet is dead (after sleep-wake-up).

This is nice one tomorrow after work will finish it/start with more paintingish shizz. Got p-shop so will try to get something out of it.

This is one line drawing.

And this one well... I am always amazed but which things are non important and which can create real uproar withing woman mind. Apparently not being interested in quick corner shopping is bad, sheeesh!

I love drawing fly kickin'/angry girls.

And the song of the day is obviously Inner Mongolian (China) folk, hard/metalcore band, Ego Fall - The Spirit of Mongolia:





And this incredible folk-metalcore group from Korea, Gostwind - Tears in memory:

#185

Yesterdays drawing.
Me thinking it will somehow be ok this lazy me.

#179

Pencil works and ink & pen drawings. So much better then cg~