#255

Hi.
So the long awaited update time has come.

Recently I'm playing way too much LoL and even after uninstalling it, I came back to waste more time on it.

As for very regular part of life, my work is boring and not well paid, common thing. I can't tell if it's liking or disliking but well, there's some pressure to leave home (don't leave home without it!).
Oh, but there's this grand bonus! I won some money on the lottery, bought some fancy aftershaving and book for my mum (26th May is Mother's Day in Poland) she was ultra happy about it and that was really nice and made me feel good too.

Coming back to the theme of work, my vocabulary is really thin and I'm stressed about the way I talk with customers so I was looking for some not too thick book to read. Real shocker, I'm looking for book to enrich my speech and selling techniques. Wow. Oh, but my English is still horrible and I love it <3

For something completly different, some drawings:

This was suposed to be hard porn pic but it ended as lovely girl @A@

Flat colors and advanced background.

Finished work.

Also, last night I went to celebrate my prize money with GJ and we made nice wild fire with Krupnik vodka as a toast. Yeah, yeah I know, Polish guys MUST drink vodka... Frankly I prefer vodka over beer or wine recently. Anyways, GJ was demolished by tree trunk and bench near the path in the forest and I was stabbed in leg by dead tree from which we tried to cut huge chunk... Overall it was fantastic sausage party for two.

I think that's all of the worthy topics to update here, it's already 2 in the morning and there's work tomorrow so thanks for dropping by and c'yah~

#252

Omnipotent God of all... they did it.

Each site is getting fucked up. I don't get it?! Wordpress, Tumblr and Blogger are all "new and more intuitive" so in other words those are not working, hard to use and annoying. And it wasn't even topic for the post.

I'm so aggravated.

Sigh, alright.

Actually it's funny how I rage mostly and people still read it YES LAUGH AT ME I AM YOUR CLOWN! not, but I feel like it soemtimes BUT to the main core of the purpose I even opened firefox, cause script is fucked and newer blogger doesn't work under Opera is that I got more-or-less stable job! yay

I'm selling shit I have no idea about! :D digital cameras "oh yes, this one got nice bright modules, ah yes made in Japan, naysu desu hai kokori ni wakarambo desu" and stuff like that (by the way, I was sitting next to some late high school or young student girl who was studying Japanese in a way most people would call:"LOOK BITCH THIS IS MY JAPANESE NOTES FOR FUCKS SAKE IT'S MINE NOTES!").

And it's funny how people have no idea what they want and that: good = higher price.

I understand that most people are not carrying bags of money but don't expect to get powerfull camery by less then 300$ and yeah, that 1500$ camera IS professional.

Aside from the stupidity of my nation, it's good to feel pressure which ensures you must be nice, clean and shaved. That you must talk with different people and other so called social mesures to be a part of the society. It's not like it's fun but it works nicely on my psyche and mental parts.

Also it's another time when I'm fed with League of Legends. Recently I'm playing like total idiot and if not for myself I should restrain from ruining other people fun. It's not cool to force anything.

Yeah I think this concludes my thoughts about time since my last post here. I am really happy that my visit counter has not dropped to 0. I'm also hopping that there's far less idiotic spelling and generic-foreigner-who-speaks-English mistakes this time.

Ah, and one thing, I didn't really draw anything lately so please slap me.

#240

Some drawings for work:

To be honest it's super cool to not draw manga all the time.

#239

This week my auntie died.

Am dumbfound about this whole situation as she was on drugs in special facility under medical treatment for almost 3 years. On top of that, hers birthday was coming.
My grandma from fathers side was hers closest family and she said it's obviously sad cos she lost only sister she had but under hers conditions it was more of a bliss. For both of them and for our family.
And it's not like we are harsh people - my aunt was taking some serious medicine: painkillers, psychoactive drugs and was chained to the bed because of the probe and other things. Also she lost it ages ago and was nuts in a funny and harmless way. Well almost. She was living by her own in a really big house with no husband or children. Memories must've haunt her and the space also wasn't good for single living person...

Really I don't have idea how to react. She was funny and jolly-silly and created tons of texts and memes in our family circle which still makes us laugh.
This will be missed.


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As for more happy news I got two jobs now. One is physical and second one is drawing drawing drawing! I will draw for money this is utterly amazing after answering few phones I got decent job. Lucky me.

Speaking of which, it's good experience because client wants disney-ish drawings and I had to adjust my style.
It's still awkward and am redrawing faces like mad. The blue crayon is fantastic tool! Never tried to do sketch using it and I feel really stupid because it's both new experience and time saving.
It's a bit thrilling to be frank after last years drawing slump and 3rd artist breakdown it's impossible to not be optimistic of what 3 weeks of new year did bring already.

Well don't want to waste your time dear reader and mine as well - gotta draw like there's no tomorrow! (yet I am writing update for my blog oh me... hahaha)

...and my English is unique as always haha!

Very dramatic shot made with my cellphone.

Song for now:
Yokohama Kaidashi Kikou OVA OST - GONTITI feat. Shiina Hekiru; "Tooi Machi" but as I can't find it, it will be Motoi Sakuraba with two track themed with flying, second one is piano only.